NOTE: `I HAVE SWIMMED.. `ELSEWHERE.. http://fish-swims-here.blogspot.com

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NOTE: `I HAVE SWIMMED.. `ELSEWHERE.. http://fish-swims-here.blogspot.com

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at 4/15/2005 09:07:00 PM

NOTE: `I HAVE SWIMMED.. `ELSEWHERE.. http://fish-swims-here.blogspot.com

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at 4/15/2005 09:05:00 PM

NOTE: `I HAVE SWIMMED..
`ELSEWHERE.. http://fish-swims-here.blogspot.com

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at 4/15/2005 09:05:00 PM

NOTE:

`I HAVE SWIMMED..
`ELSEWHERE..
http://fish-swims-here.blogspot.com

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at 4/15/2005 08:44:00 PM




Monday, April 19, 2004

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:	Strength
In a survival situation, you:	Freak out
Your hidden talent is:	Spiritual wisdom
Your gift is:	A loving heart
In groups, you:	Blend in
Your best quality is:	Your insightfulness
Your weakness is:	Your coldness
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

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Sunday, April 18, 2004

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?

Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or..

Saying nothing and wishing you had?


I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.


If you do,
they might break your heart...
if you don't,
you might break theirs.


Have u ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?


Yesh, I do.

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own....


when you least suspect it,
or even when you don't want it to.


Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?


Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.


Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?


We tell lies when we are afraid...
afraid of what we don't know,
afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.


Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done,
or could have had.

What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there
What would you do if your best frend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how u felt?(even if it is that you don't care anymore)
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?


people live, but people die.

And I want to tell you that you are a friend.



If you died tomorrow (God Forbid),
you would be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?


If you care about me as much as I care about you,

You will send this back.


We might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next,
and don't want to talk at all the year after that.



So, I just wanted to say,


Even if I never talk to you again in my life,
You are special to me
and
you have made a difference in my life,

I look up to you,
respect you,
and truly cherish you.



Send this to all your friends,

No matter how often you talk,

Or how close you are,

and send it to the person who sent it to you.



Let old friends know you haven forgotten them,
and tell new friends you never will.



Remember,
every one needs a friend,
someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all,
just remember this msg
and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will.



I LOVE YOU!! =)



Send this to all the friends that you have...all the friends that you've lost...and to all the friends you've lost touch with...just to let them know that you care...send this back to the person who sent it to you if you consider them a friend as well ~* c⮤L *~

Last but not least.. Friends forever! Take care my frendz~!!!



Best regards,
Fish
(Jing Ying)

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Saturday, April 17, 2004

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at 4/17/2004 10:05:00 PM

YELLOW You are very perceptive and smart. You are clear and to the point and have a great sense of humor. You are always learning and searching for understanding. Find out your color at Quiz Me!

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when is the last time you actually did something
like this From the heart? let everyone reach u
from within, see the sensitive and caring side
of yourself!


1.Who would u donate your last dollar to?
the blind man who seats in the underpass of the orchard mrt..


2. who do you deeply love so much you would die
for?
Li dE

3. touch your heart and ask yourself, are you a
good person?
MaYbE.. No1 ish perfect duhz.. i mite be an angel to particular ppL but an evil devil to sum ppL... but i think.. i have been quite good ba.. lolx..

4. Do you always believe in what your eyes sees?
YesH.. oni except the moments b4 i fell asleep..

5. Your doctor told you you only had 3 months
left to live... what would you do?
i wud be happy as i m mentally prepared.. ish better than i die suddenly wif tasks that i had not accomplished and wishes i had not fulfiled..i wud marry Li dE immediately and wud thankz every each of the ppL i noe.. no matter how much they help me.. or how long they noe me.. even if i've juz met them 3 secs ago.. i knew its fate fer us to meet... i will tell the ppL i love.. i love them b4 ish too late.. and wud live the best till the end of my life..

6. you just strike lottery, 10 million! wad will
u do with it?
i wun wan it.. i m happy as what and who i m now.. =) i rather lead an average life.. wif wads enuff fer my family to live on.. i wud rather strive hard fer my own needs.. i wud gave the money to sum1 or sum other places who need it more dem me..


7. what would you do if you lose a love one?
of cuz.. i wud tot of dying.. but.. i knew tt.. my love one up there wud not wan be to go wif them.. and i wud mabbe juz cry and be alone fer awhile and try to get over it and move on in life.. live the best out of it.. so to let my love one rest in peace..

8. Why do bad guys have longer life?
thats depend.. and i think tt GOD has his reason to do tt.. mabbe the longer life they live wud make they suffer frm guilts.. and guilty conscience wud suffer worse den death.. maybe they haf heavy punishments when they went to hades..

9. why do good guys die so early then?
as fer good people.. they die early mabe ish to reincernate and live on better in their next life... lolx.. haha.. i crapping la..

10. last but not least... confession time!
wad confession? ya? i did the survey.. i confess it.. haha i luv Li dE and i confess it also.. =P

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1 to 10 things..people..everything..and it goes
on..


10 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS (not ranked)

1) pEi Zi
2) tHeReSa
3) kAi Li
4) aDa
5) Yee LiNg
6) cHuN KiAt
7) XiAo YiNg
8) wEi JuN
9) zHaNg ChUaN
10)Ms tAy


9 THINGS THAT U REALLY WANT RIGHT NOW
(not based on rank hor)

9) new coloured camera hp.. sony ericssion or X70 or PaNaSoNiC G88
8) go JaPaN
7) a new computer wif webcam.. new scanner.. printer n cd writer..
6) a BasKeTbaLL
5) bAsKeTbALL sHoEs -- t-MaC 3
4) new bball shorts..
3) a room of my own
2) sum1 2 help me in my studies
1) my friends and family and i to be happy..

8 IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR BAG (not ranked)

8) wallet
7) winnie the pooh file
6) my sHoT Put 3rd prize trophy (lolx..)
5) Li dE's letter
4) my action plan
3) sci and maths note books
2) Li dE's maths textbk
1) sanitary pads? haha... =[*bLuSh*]= ^(oo)^


7 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOOD
(not ranked)

7) sushi
6) fish n chips
5) ice cream (strawberry, vanilla or choc)
4) seaweed soup
3) pizza
2) ferrero rocher
1) home-cooked
many more.. hehe...

6 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES
(not ranked)

6) Titanic
5) Wishing stairs
4) Hellboy
3) Chinese Streetfighters (Chao Ji Xue Xiao Ba Wang)
2) Blade
1) Bring it on

5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
(not ranked)

5) 2 windchimes.. one frm Kelvin.. one frm Pei Zi
4) My bed+my sis bed+2 mattresses
3) Cupboard wif me and my sis clothes
2) 3 alarm clocks
1) 1 cabinet 2 put my hair dryer.. photo frames and my hp holder wich is kinda useless nw.. sobz.. lost hp!!


4 THINGS YOU ATE/DRINK TODAY
(not ranked)

4) Strawberry imported freshly frm Japan by mum and granny.. no preservatives.. freshly plucked..
3) McDonald's new chicken fillet burger
2) 1 small cup of ice water
1) 1 ice cream cone frm McDonald also

3 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT
(not ranked)

3) Computer/Fone/Electricity
2) My home and my frends n not to 4get the family i grew up in.. no matter how many hardships we have gone thru.. i still love my family..
1) Food! lolx..


2 THINGS YOU USUALLY READ

2) Textbooks lor..
1) I read Li dE's mind..~

1 PERSON YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT

1) Hes the hero.. my prince.. who changed my life.. gave me hope.. happiness.. courage.. motivation.. determination.. confidence.. strength.. to move on in life.. and willing to share my joy and misery wif me.. sum1 who willing to encounter setbacks and fight obstacles wif me.. and of cuz ish no1 else but LiDe.. my dearie.. muackz.. i luv u dear..~

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SOBZ juz cried agn.. this tym ish becuz.. i disappointed sum i love so much.. and thats li de.. i dunno wad i m doing either.. mabbe too stressed up or wad.. starting to hate the wurl.. hate every1 ard me.. even him.. starting to feel so damn insecure... so damn afraid.. afraid of every1.. and lost trust in every1.. even my parents.. starting to fake my smile.. fake my happiness.. and even starting to pretend that i m fine.. dunnoe y.. mabbe cuz i relle dun wish people that care to worry so much fer me.. cuz.. i love them? i dunnoe la.. den start toking crap.. change nick.. starting to feel tt i damn bitchy and slutty.. and u noe waD?!?! i even fucking stupid to tell him that i dun love him anymore.. which i swear to da whole damn wurl tt its not true.. i feel tt i m a burden to him.. i have so many troubles.. and faults..sobz.. so i decided to tell him to break up so i wun haf to trouble him anymore... everything also rely on him.. studies.. blah blah..i noe if he see this.. he will surely sae he did all these cuz he love me.. but i relle feel damn bad.. feeling that i m not good enuff fer.. feeling that he ish the prince and me.. a poor begger out there in a dunnoewad street.... i noe every1 will sae i m stupid and moron.. idiot.. or wadeva to hurt lide's heart lyk this.. wo ye bu xiang de.. but then ish i love him too much tt i did sth foolish.. altho now everything ish kinda okie.. but i still veh bad.. sobz.. i feel so blessed.. so lucky.. so damn fortunate in da whole wurl to haf noe him.. noe sum1 who will pei me all the way to tpy frm tanah merah... noe sum1 who wud pon laz 2 periods of sku to cum and pei me when i m damn depressed.. after the suicide case.. sum1 who wud even gif up his whole 17 yrs life fer me.. sum1 who promise to pull me out of my circle and brings me happiness and hope.. n sum1 who wud cut himself twice the times i cut my myself........ lide.. i relle relle love u so much.. i dunwan u to cry anymore.. relle sorry tt i've foolishly hurt u twice.................. and i promise.. i relle sincerely promise tt i wun do tt anymore.. unless i m fer real... i wun do things i dun mean it.. relle... sobz...

this ish wad he sae after reading my previous entry..


·.¸¸.·´´¯`··._.· LiDe `·.¸¸.·´´¯`· says:
dear..no matter wad nxt time...dun keep it to ur self...dun tink u will trouble me..u wont!
`·.¸¸.·´´¯`··._.· LiDe `·.¸¸.·´´¯`· says:
bu yao zai zhe yang le k?
`·.¸¸.·´´¯`··._.· LiDe `·.¸¸.·´´¯`· says:
mm...i read le
`·.¸¸.·´´¯`··._.· LiDe `·.¸¸.·´´¯`· says:
dun feel pain...cos i will share e pain wif u
`·.¸¸.·´´¯`··._.· LiDe `·.¸¸.·´´¯`· says:
dun feel helpless..cos i will b always there to help
`·.¸¸.·´´¯`··._.· LiDe `·.¸¸.·´´¯`· says:
dun think that u a full of trouble and burden...i will use my own skin to cover ur scar
`·.¸¸.·´´¯`··._.· LiDe `·.¸¸.·´´¯`· says:
dun just say let u go..cos i now u wont b happy
`·.¸¸.·´´¯`··._.· LiDe `·.¸¸.·´´¯`· says:
just let me but not others..only me...to b by ur side..when u needed someone badly
`·.¸¸.·´´¯`··._.· LiDe `·.¸¸.·´´¯`· says:
cos i will b e one...to care and concern abt u


dear.. i relle love u so much.. even ms tay.. peizi.. kaiLi can witness ur true love fer me... sobz.. wo shi zhen de zhen de hao ai ni.... i relle wish to invent a word more power den love to express my feeling fer u... ai ni..

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Friday, April 16, 2004

wHat I aM FeeLiNg nW.. [lonely].[bottled up].[stress].[stuffed].[enclosed].[isolated].[emotional].[depressed]

i dunwan any1 to ask why.. cuz.. i m still finding e reason.......

nth rocks me nw..
nth makes me relle happy nw..
nth n no1
knew many have tried their bez..
2 help me..
told me to pull up and step out of my circle..
the circle of past.. hatred.. misery.. sins..
the circle i have drawn using my blood and tears
the circle of fantasy..
and face the reality..
the real wurl.....
but..
i juz cant..
i dunnoe y..
i m still struggling 2 find de ans..
still strugglin..
in pain nw..
feel so helpless..
helpless..
tts the oni word i cud think of..
help me?
who?
how?
i cant even help myself up..
i noe nw sorry cant help..
so i wun sae sorry..
i oni noe i have let mani dwn
suicide i have tried..
no use..
i m now in torture..
heart is scarred..
scarred.. stiched.. broken..
scratched.. cut..
stabbed.. torn.. rusted..
juz a burden i m..
full of troubles..
===jux let me go..n i will be happy..===

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at 4/16/2004 09:56:00 PM

To all the people.. hu have helped me and be by my side...when i m in need..
frendship week this week..
so decided to gave every1 this poem written by my kor....




In times of darkness,
people don't care.
They throw you in loneliness,
as if they are not there.

You seach through the gloom,
to find the light.
But you only find that it looms,
further over you sides.

You fade into the distance,
with no one reaching for you.
With no resistance,
to fight for you.

As you give up hope,
and slowly sink into oblivion.
A warm sweet smell of jokes,
give you a new sense of believing.

It is me my friend.



In this 'International Friendship Day'.
Remember any way you may.
For you are my friend,
and I will help you in any way..

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at 4/16/2004 09:51:00 PM

Hi bloggy.. 2dae josheen's bdae.. so juz drop by n decide to post a happy birthdae msg to josheen..

"Hey josheen.. this jy.. happy birthdae to u.. owaes stay happy k? this week is frendship week.... hope u will be happy every single dae.. no matter wad happen.. dun gif up hor.. take care =).. jia you in sku team k? happy burfdae!"

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at 4/16/2004 09:44:00 PM




Friday, April 09, 2004

Who's Your Anime Boyfriend?

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at 4/09/2004 09:27:00 PM

HEY bloggy.. hMmm.. juz realised tt.. life dun relle sux.. juz tt sum sucking ppl.. who interfere ur wonderful life.. spoiling ur days.. making u find tt ur life sux.. =P one wae to solve.. ish to either ignore, heck care or forget them.. cuz these kind of ppl.. dun nid u to spend ur precious tym.. crying over them or angry over them.. the scar on my wrist will make me 4ever rMb tt i have done a real mistake creating this scar cuz of a person..
SMILE JY.. hehe.. i finally found my happiness. and realise who are den relle worth of my words.. my concern and my tym.. i m not going to torture myself anymore.. no more scratches.. no more cuts.. no more tears.. and no more broken heart.. frm this moment on.. i m going to be back the cheerful fish and >> i aM wHo I Am..<<
THANKZ Li De.. Kai Li.. Theresa.. PeiZi.. etc.. who help me to zhen zuo qi lai.. and cancel all the hurtful past and sins i have done..
BEFORE i logged off.. HaPpY eAsTeR DaE 2 aLL.. and to our precious 2EP cHiNeSe ReP.. cHuNnY.. hApPy BuAhDaE!! SoRrY tt i cudnt attend the BBQ ytd.. hope u all had fun and enjoy urself.. hehe.. gtg... cya bloggy... i luv my blog... =P

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_______0000000000______0000000000______ _____000________000__000________000____ ____000___________0000___________000___ ___000_____________00_____________000__ ___000____________________________000__ ___000____________________________000__ ____000___________frens__________000___ _____000_________fErEvEr________000____ ______000______________________000_____ ________000__________________000_______ __________000______________000_________ ____________000__________000___________ _______________000____000______________ _________________000000________________ ___________________00__________________ _______________________________________

FisH's cLose FreNz..
1. LAMOS
2. Xiao Ying
3. Li Mian
4. Kai Li
5. Chun Kiat
6. Jesslynn
7.Pei Ying
8.Siting
9.Wei Jun
10.Benjamin Er
11.Nicholas
12.Han Rong
13.Wei Li
14.Zhi Quan
15.Zhi Yu
16.Soccer boys
and many more.... nice frends of mine.. who ad Mo Nian Mo Yue Mo Yi Duan Shi Qi or Mo Yi Tian...
help me thru difficulties and help me when i indeed.. altho ur names mite not be mentioned here.. but.. i relle appreciated wad u all haf done fer me.. thankz buddies.. =) take care....
Hope we can be frens 4eva..

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at 4/09/2004 08:14:00 PM

LEMME share stH wif u ppL... =P

First we state that girls require time and money.. So...

Girls = time X money

And as we all noe a quote that 'Time is Money'.. So...

Time = Money

Therefore...

Girls = Money X Money = (Money)2

And because.. the quote that 'Money is the root of all evil'.. So..

Money =
...../'''''''
\/ EVIL


Therefore..

Girls =
../"""""
( \/ EVIL )2


and so we are FORCED to conclude that....

GIRLS = EVIL

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AIYOWEIAH.. 1 wK nEvA uPdAtE leR.. SoRRy ppL.. HaHaXx.. I LaGgY Sia.. //+"oH mE GaWd"+\\ hMmM.. 2DaE gOrT sCi aNd MaThS tEsT!! yTd NiTe CuZ oF sUm ReAsOn.. hAix.. NeVa StUdY tEsTs.. *dUn wIsH 2 ReCaLL sAd ThInGz.. SoRy dEaR dEaR!* MOrNiNg.. ActUaLLy WoKe Up aD 4.30.. DeN tOk 2 dEaR dEaR oN foNe.. i sUdDEnly TuRn cRaZy DeN sAe wANNa BrOkE oFF.. HaIx.. StReSS la.. deN aFtA sEeiNg tHe aRticLe oN ThE Guy jUMpINg oFF.. SoBx.. mAkE mE reALisE hW ImPt hE iSh 2 mE.. I FiNd mYseLf So dAmN FaRkInG ='[sTuPiD]'=,= '[IdIoTiC]'=,='[MoRoN]'= 2 sUgGeSt Tt.. haix.. LuV HiM SoO mUcH.. =( LuCkY KaI Li HeLp mE SeNd mSg 2 HiM 2 ExPLaIn.. If NoT tRaGeDY SuRe hAPPeNs.. >>tHankEw kAi Li.. u R mY bEz fReNd!!<< tHiS Is wAd i CaLL bEsT FrEnDz.. LyK tHe LaMos oSo.. aNd Nt 2 4GeT WeEe & pAuLiNe.. mIaN MiaN & XiaO YiNg ToOO.. LuV yA PeePs!! ^(00)^

NOW NoThInG haPPeNs LeR.. eVeRyThInG Has BeeN SoLvEd ExCepT.... HAIX... NRL tHiNgY & My sTuDy.. NRL.. i DuN wAnnA CaRe leR.. *Wo LeI Ler.. HeN LeI LeR..* i ReLLe rElle dUnNoe wAd sHe waNs.. ME tO ScRaM? tO GeT oUt oF hEr LiFe? FaRk oFF? DeAd? DisAppEaR? or Wad.. i DuNNoE.. wAdEvA i CaN dO.. (wHich I ThINk i HaVe DoNe eNuFF..) i oReDi DiD.. nW.. I wiLL JuZ SiT DwN tHeRe aNd CoNcEntRaTe On The SECoND iMpt ThiNg (StUdiEs) AnD TrEat hEr aS InvIsiBLe Or sTRanGeR wHIch I stiLL dECiDiNg.. Juz LyK WaD SHe TrEAt Me As nW.. I wiLL jUz SPeNd ThE tYm I UsED 2 SPeNd ON hER oN tHe LaMOs.. LiDe.. AnD kAi Li.. aNd ThE rEsT wHo I RegReTTed nEgLeCtED tHeM LaZ Yr.. n ThOse wHO R WoRtHy oF MEe sPeNdInG mY pRecIOuS tYm On THem.. tHIs InCIdeNt ReLLe mAkEz Me REaLisE Hu R ThE tRue frEnz Of MinE.. n hU ReLLE CaRes aNd ConCeRN aBt MeEe.. ThAnKz NRL... =)

THIS fRiEnDsHiP.. WhiCH lAz 4 a yEaR.. LaZ YeAr.. I ReLLe ReLLe AppReCiAtE aLOT.. ALOT.. tHoSe TyMz We pLaY bBaLL.. tHOse tYmS We wEnT 2 WatCH mOviES.. N ThoSE TYms We ShaRE OuR lAUgHTers.. N NoT 2 4gET tHe Tyms We ShArED OUr SoRROwz.. i WiLL NevA fOrGet tHeM.. U UsEd 2 bE mY beZ fReN... BuT i DunNO hu U TrEat Me As Nw.. HAiX... i dUn waNNa CArE.. I jUz WAnnA Let Ya NoE tt.. u OnCE CHanGEd mY LIfE and U hAD BeeN parT Of mY LiFe.. i reLLE APPrECiaTe u.. And NoW i StILL dO.. I M NOT FAKING.... these r truly frm the bottom of my heart... i noe u wun believe.. maybe u r going to write another 'fuck off, stop faking' or wadeva in ur nick... every1 has feelings.... u r a human too... i bet u also carn forget the tyms we have been together.. unless.. unless u had never treated me as ur best fren b4... i dunnoe.. Nic.. sorry of the nick i put.. i didnt mean it ad all..relle... i m juz fed up of all of a sudden.. sorry.. u dunnoe hw many tyms i had cried i had been troubled by these.... i m not angry at wad u have written in ur nick after hearing wad pauline tells u.. i noe u find me bullshiting... or faking.. i m juz veh veh sad ad WHY.. WHY.. wadeva i do.. u juz wun... u juz wun even.. believe me.. WHY?!?!!??!?! aM i relle tt bad..? wad have i done.. wad have i done to spoil our frendship tt laz for a yr.. a yr mite be short to u.. but tt yr.. means more than the broken 3 yrs life in my pri sku to me.... i dun understand.. i dun understand why u wuld forgive wad others did to u.. and not to forgive wad i have done.. why.. why do u hafta do this to me............ do i relle sux sO MUCH??? PLS... I JUZ NEEDA AN ANS.. AND its.. enuff fer me.. i rather u scold me... hit me.. bash me.. spit at me.. or EVEN KILL ME.. den torturing me lyk this.. wuldnt u feel anything ad all? not even sad? nan dao.. this is relle the end of our frenship.. nan dao.. i worth NOT EVEN A CENT to u? ish that relle wad u wan.. =( sobz.. pls tell me.. i beg u.. please.. please NIC.. i dunwan to be lyk this anymore....... wo qiu ni..................='(

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Sunday, April 04, 2004

01/04/2004*OLD BLOG*



MuaHaHahAhA~ HaPpY ApRiL FooLs' Dae.. y0z.. fiNaLLy CaN gUaNg MiNg zHeN Da tRiCk ppL LiaO.. haha.. bUt HoR.. Not nice leh.. >.< eVeRy1 LyK MeNtaLLy pRePaReD LeH.. HAHA.. i think oNi stupid ReTaRdEd iDiOts wiLL be tRicKed bY mEe.. HAHA.. oops.. soRy BaNAnA.. LoLx..
hMm.. sianz.. DNT 1st.. oW.. sianz.. lolx.. i haven finish my individual work yet.. lol.. guess wad i'm doin.. fLyInG pIg! haha.. lolx.. wooden toy.. so farnie.. dunno hW it wiLL tuRn oUt 2 be.. sekaLi veh chiO.. haha.. nah.. jKinG..
SiAnz ah.. sOoo mAnI pRoJeCt 2 RusH sia.. EL LIT dRaMa.. MusiC project.. pRoJeCt WoRk.. aHhHH.. siao liao la.. haha.. sianz.. hMmM.. SoO LoNg nO cUm & uPdAtE Ler CuZ sTuPiD cOm sPoiL .. duNNo wHetHeR bLoGgY gT Miss me not.. haha.. *BloGGy NoddEd*.. >.<"'
GOT 2 noe a Jie jIE wHiLe aWay.. HaHa.. HeR naMe isH xiAo YiNg.. a VeH nIce hUmoRoUs CaRiNg gAL fRm aNgLiCaN.. lolx.. =) iF i were a Guy i surely stead wif her.. but too bad.. i oReDi tAkEn.. haha.. Li De.. muackz.. LuV yA dEaR..

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